dream

so have you ever had a dream that your subconscious took to bizarre location? i did this morning for sure. strange sexual content, not so much what was happening as another individual's response to it all. it was as though the other person in my dream asked to engage in these activities, but became upset with me for doing it. most peculiar.

just wanted to wake up because emotions become unpleasant.

so many times, i dream about sex and it is not really about it. my gut usually is my gauge. then again, i rely on my gut for most important decisions in my life. rational thought is so damn limited!

strange being such a physical creature. human being and all. we love to feel our bodies being touched by others and viewed as attractive, eat food, drink alcohol for effect, look for different flavors to consume, look at beautiful things, listen to music, etc. not that it is all sexual in nature because most of our feelings are not. Just a need as a human being. I remember being told once that being Catholic closely resembles a steak with a glass of red wine and a cigar afterwards. All very physical and human. hmmm... like that metaphor. it all seems to fit together in my gut. I know there it is again. remember, pinochio is still my favorite children's story. so check out of my favorite clips..



although we all know that naught little boys go to pleasure island and are turned into donkeys to work in salt mines! Tee hee! sorry, know it is dark, but hey hasn't every girl wished that at a moment in her life!

ok, all done for now. must return to my tasks for today.

have fun!